showtheworldyoursmile:

stephanie schimel // cover of “tourist” by yuna

i love this cover.

BrokenHeart.

Being depressed can be so scary. And unfortunately my depression has broken off my relationship. I feel like I have nothing left anymore. What do I have left? I am so confused. I am hurting. It feels like my heart was ripped out of my chest and set on fire. And on top of that my eyes are burning from crying. And I still can’t seem to catch my breath. I will not be sleeping tonight…Ughhh. :’( 

Lights.

Lights.

Bittersweet.

…Its funny to think that a week from now I will be living in a different state starting to settle in. I am moving in 4 days to Nashville Tennessee…No backing down…I already have a place with half of my belongings in it. As much as I dislike Wisconsin…I will still miss it. Knowing my family is still here & that they will miss me doesn’t make it any easier. But I am happy, excited, nervous, afraid, eager, stressed, thankful, scared & very ready to make this move. Being home alone, in a half empty room..while sitting on the floor packing boxes up with my clothes…I started to cry. Thinking..This is just so crazy! All these years of saying how much I hated Wisconsin & wanted to get out…& the time has come…I’m leaving. It is a bittersweet feeling…

-Essie

Added a little something to my old heels I never used…DIY project! This was so easy & didn’t take too long. :) 

Added a little something to my old heels I never used…DIY project! This was so easy & didn’t take too long. :) 

WhatHaveIGottenMyselfInto? 

WhatHaveIGottenMyselfInto? 

Today.

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.” -Bob Marley 

TalkingToMyManagerAllNight.ItsTurningIntoAGoodDay.

TalkingToMyManagerAllNight.ItsTurningIntoAGoodDay.

Blahh…GetMeOutOfHere.